i'm soooo lazy...
i dunt wanna do the category thing alreadi... so tedious sumtimes... stupid me.
all tt juz to be neat -_-''

oh wells.

i've been trying to continue tt song... it's kinda hard to think a chorus and guitar line for it... hmm,m.. need inspiration...
i feel so blink182ish now... :D
my biggest music influences are...
-mike shinoda (linkin park)
-tom delonge (blink182)
-travis barker (blink182)
-james barnes (fantasy variations + alvamar overture)
-robert w. smith (songs of sailor n sea + divine comedy)
heh :)

alvamar overture (by james barnes) is a FANTASTIC PIECE! i can't wait till tomorrow to play the snare drum part in band with the alumni! :) :) :) smiles!!!!! yay! i luv the snare drum part for alvamar overture... oooo, fantasy variations too! i'm play the dbass for it :D

todae i went to east coast park :D
yeah, it was damn fun.
i was suppose to meet him in amk mrt... and i went to yck instead... stupid :) hahax...
chicken chicken chicken :)
then terrence n paul suppose to meet us.... but both are still asleep. stoopid.
then we went there to kayak first... for 2 hrs :D
wow, tiring... 1 hr onli i died alreadi... then 30mins later... it rained...
ack.
so, went to hide in the nearby macs.
then paul came to meet us. n terrence cldnt come.
haiz... nvm...
then went to cycle n rollerblade... i cycled, yang rollerbladed, and paul... learnt how to rollerblade? hahax, he fell like 10000 times... heh :)

ok
tts all... gotta tok to my mei :) bye!

i wrote a song...
at 10.34pm...
havent name it...

"hearing u cry and sound sad,
makes me feel~ heart broken.
hearing u laugh and sound grand,
makes me feel on top [of] the world.
so please dunt cry n cheer up,
cuz ur emotions make my day.
every smile u give me,
makes me feel~~ tt way...

i'm always waiting for ur calls,
but ur dad's in the way.
i always wanted to call,
but i'm afraid ur mom will say:
"whus tt guy on the line,
no boyfriends till ur nineteen."
i realli hope u are mine,
cuz i'm realli tt keen..."

k, it's not complete... but it kinda sounds nice alreadi :D


byez! hahax, i dunt wanna sleep yet...

= opening =
my sundays are boring :(...
haiz... cant help it. so bored...

= todae =
wanna know wad i did todae?
slack
slack
slack
slack
eat
net
net
slack
net
tok to beloved mei :)
slack
eat
net
net
blog.

:) end.

= tmr =
band camp tmr!!
even though it doesnt deserved to be called a 'camp'.. no overnight stays? tt's not a camp!
haiz... nvm...
at least there'll be band and music :D
i hate drills.
i dunt wan drills...
bleah.
will be having bandcamp from mon to wed... :)

= music =
blink182 rox big time!
i wanna d/l their new songs!
but it's too new... can't find... :(
ah well.. i'll wait :D
in the mean time... i'll enjoy "feeling this"...
and "roller coaster"
and "story of a lonely guy"
yepz.

= sign off =
not much. my sundays are boring...
ok.
byez.

"hearin' u cry and sound sad, makes me heart broken. hearin' u laugh and sound good, makes me feel on top of the world. dunt be sad, be happy... cheer up :) i'll be by ur side... will be waiting for u... always."

= opening =
i'm realli addicted to the phrase "asking for it"... hmm...
from now on, i'll keep my blog entries short and sweet :D

= evelyn glennie concert =
evelyn glennie is super zai.
her stroking is close to travis barker's and she can actually memorize an 11 mins long vibraphone piece :x holy wank, she's good! oh yeah, juz to remind u ppl, she's deaf! she's damn good percussionist.
got her autograph after the concert in esplanade. heh, joachim took a photo with her too :) bleahx.

= alex+joachim stayover =
nov20 to nov21... alex and joachim stayed over at me place :D
cuz on the 21st, there will be performance in pri sch (opposite my house!), so it's convinient
heh heh. i luv horizon gardens!
they played gunbound, check msn, check friendster all nite long XD holy cow! and while doing that, we were joking about aussie tv hosts... such as "steve irwin (croc hunter!)" and "mike whitney (who dares wins)". hahahahahax! they're damn farnie manx! i luv my bandmates :)
then we slept at around 2am and woke at 7am... ugh... tired like siao... but still muz go performance~~

= performance in pri sch =
performance for the p6 graduation day at the cathighpri was fuN!
played "when u believe", "santa classic christmas" and "sock hop tonite"
i was played drumset for "sock hop"!! finally a proper drumset part for me!!! YAY!
i was realli afraid i wld screw up during the performance... so i decided to do lotsa lotsa warm-ups... abt 1 hr b4 the concert? :x too much. but was effective!
i didnt screw up! i enjoyed myself for tt piece! so hardcore! i luv hardcore pieces!

after that, alex, cris, conang (aka guoshiong), terrence, and jason went to me house. hahax...
then alex, cris, conang and me went out to the kopitiam to makan rotiprata. (i luv muslim food :x)
the rotiprata at my nearby kopitiam rox manz...! luv it!

then when i got home... anna was in my house... yah.
anna and ele suppose to come, but ele couldn't cuz of some... urhh... facial thingy? dunno.
still had lotsa fun.
anna brought her chewing gums tt she bought back from shanghai to share. hee, how cool!
then she also bought this fire-extinguisher shaped lighter... (ironic)
and also an 8-ball... heh.

after tt... off to community service...~

= community service =
yah,. went to tiong bahru again with paul, terrence n anna...
lotsa fun again...
this time, we sorted chinese magz... so much fun~~~!!! hahax.
i wish i can have this much fun with someone else+...
but anyway...
yeah, lotsa lotsa funz here and there... hee.
terrence's little 'secret' is spreading like wild-bush-nuclear-reactive-forest-fire (whoa!)
hahax, he deserves it... asking for it...
whu ask him spread around tt pic of me tt he took with his phone-cam... ugh.

=esplanade vcd =
ohoho... soo cool!
anna kept screaming tt cristian is so cute in the vcd. hahax!
and i looked............ W e I r DDD!~~~
nvm... very fun to look at anyway... quality damn good...
7 bucks was damn worth it...
chssb rox.

= blink182rox =
i heard terrence's blink182 new cd... was realli cool... travis is damn good
and blink182 rox like siaoz!
yeah to punkrock blink182!

= sign off =
ahhhhhhh oh well... tts all for now... quite a long entry...
but anyways...
here's a part of a lyric from the song "Feeling This" by Blink182...

"fate fell short this time,
ur smile fades in the summer :)
place ur hand in mine,
i'll leave when i wanna :)"

yeah :D

bye... will miss ya... hope ya have a nice nice nice good and safe trip! when ur back, muz tell me, kz? heex!

= opening =
wweeeee...
i liek blink182!!!!
heh.
feel pretty happy again :D
wee hee.
weird.

hahax, anyway, i modified darren's blog. heh, its in my bloglist. nice rite :x maybe not... :D

= basketball =
these days start playing basketball again :D
so happy... can become fitter and fitter... need to exercise!
i must play more! burn more fats :D and improve me bball skill...
bleah, i have to improve it... cuz bball is the ONLY darn great sport i play :x
no soccer for me! bleah.

= me blog's changes! =
heh. made some additions to me blog... here they are:

1. darren's blog
2. sheryl's blog (ah tong and darren's godsis)
3. natasha's blog add changed
4. put anthony's blog back in place :)
5. added cristian's blog of racism and anti-communism
6. added photos section! ugly sexy shitty me! no! more to come :D
7. make minor changes in "me" on right...
8. clear minor bugs
9. changed the wishlist abit :D
10. yah.

yepz :D
so happy... blog isnt very cool or anything... but i still luv my blog!
i luv it!
wee hee.

= happy happy me :) =
i feel happy! i like drinking water! :D :D :D

= music =
cristian helped me download "Feeling This" by Blink182... their new song from the new album (released tmr!!)
it's realli a nice song!
check it out peeps!
I'm feeling this!

but darn, the gig at St. Patrick's Graduation Nite is called off... for 3rd Ave at least... darn. i wanna play for it. i wanna jam!

= sign off =
short one for todae! bye munkies!

= opening =
todae's entry: a quiz thingy thingy thing thing. or whatever u ppl call it... ehhh... dunno. anyway, i thot its pretty interesting, so i ripped this thing outta brendan's blog (thnx 'sex'). yepz. here goes:

= da quiz =
MY
name : dexter tan guansheng
piercings : none. never gonna have one.
tattoos : never gonna have any too...!
height : 169? somewhere there.
shoe size : 11 (NS star)
hair color: b L a C K~~
siblings : elder brother, 19 (as of 2003)

LAST
movie you rented : neh~
movie you bought : nehhh~~
song you listened to : going away to college (blink182)
song that was stuck in your head : adam's song (blink182)
cd you bought : i d/l my musik~!!!
cd you listened to : last cd was... mark,tom n travis show
person you've called : paul c. twohill
person that's called you : HOME
tv show you've watched : mtv non-stop hits
person you were thinking of : ++secret++

DO
you have a crush on someone : many...?
you wish you could live somewhere else : yes. anywhere more luxurious than my dreaded home.
you think about suicide : yes. but will NEVER DO IT!!
you believe in online dating : yes, of course :)
others find you attractive : n o ! ! ! !
you want more piercings : no.
you like cleaning : NO!
you like roller coasters : okok... so-so...
you write in cursive or print : huh? print i guezz.

FOR OR AGAINST
long distance relationships : for
using someone : against
suicide : against!~
killing people : "for" onli for one case.
teenage smoking : against
driving drunk : against
gay/lesbian relationships : against gays, for lesbians!!! eek.
soap operas : tt still exists? against.

HAVE YOU
ever cried over a girl : almost? hmmm...
ever cried over a boy : over love, hell no. over frenship, ... yes. i think.
ever lied to someone : no (oops).
ever been in a fist fight : some... i always lose anyway.
ever been arrested : no.

WHAT
shampoo do you use : ginvera XD
shoes do you wear : ok... ehhh... CH shoes, NS Star and Reebok. i onli have one pair of sports shoes XD
are you scared of : many stuff... especially scary stuff like ghoststories stuff, eerie shit and insects, generally.

NUMBER
of times I have been in love? : 2
of times I have had my heart broken? : 2
of girls I have kissed? : 0
of boys I have kissed? 1 (i was dared to kiss terrence XD)
of girls I've slept (in a bed) with? : 0... so far... more to come XD hahax.
of boys I've slept (in a bed) with? : 0
of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends : eh... 2 to 6? i not sure.
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? : 0
of scars on my body? : 0
of things in my past that I regret? : shld be 0... i tink.

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
pretty : i'm quite pretty to be a butch :x
funny : rarely... i guess...
hot : no.
friendly : quite lah. heh.
amusing : amusing... as in... weird? yepz.
ugly : pretty much yeah.
loveable : perhaps? i dunt tink so tho...
caring : sumtimes...
sweet : at times...
dorky : quite... ugh.

FAVORITE
5 letter word : "hello"
actor/actress : spongebob squarepants :x
Candy : mentos :) da freshmaka~~
Cartoon : spongebob? maybe not. any good anime :) rurouni kenshin?
Cereal : KoKo KrUnCh~~!
Chewing gum : i luv it~ any will do!
Color(s) : blue and black.
Color nail polish : n/a
Day of week : thursday and friday... i guess?
Least fave day : usually monday.
Flower : nahhhh
Jello flavor : jello?
Jewelry : sapphire is cooL~
Special skills/talents: music? i think... and i can move my ears realli vigourously~
Summer/Winter : bOtH~
Trampolines or swimming pools : swimming poolz

PERSON WHO LAST.
Slept in your bed : me.
Saw you cry : ... i keep tears to myself as much as possible.
Made you cry : +secret+
You went to the movies with : jason (to watch "the rundown")
Yelled at you : parents
Sent you an email : shaun koh jun ming :D

Have you ever.
Said "I love you" and meant it? : not yet...
Gone out in public in your pajamas : nope... i dunt wear them.
Kept a secret from everyone : many...
Cried during a movie : never...
Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff : huh?
Planned your week based on the TV Guide : never.
Been on stage : ch dramafest 2002, outside fareast plaza for rock gig, ch inter-class debate 2002, sec1cheers 2002
Been to New York : no.
Been to California : no.
Hawaii : no.
China : zha men hao~~~! no.
Canada : no.
Europe : no/
Asia : i AM in asia.
South America : niggaaaaaa~~~~~ no.
Wished you were the opposite sex : many times :x
What time is it now? : 2355 (shit 5 mins left)
Apples or bananas? : bananas~!
Blue or red? : blue!!!
Walmart or target? : huuuuuuhhhhhh?
Spring or Fall? : dunt care.
What are you gonna do after you finish this? : sleep ZzZzZZzzz~
What was the last meal you ate? : dinner at plaza sing :D
Are you bored? : quite ah.
Last noise you heard? : parents nag.
Last smell you sniffed? : shampoo
Last time you went out of state/province? : 2 yrs ago?

FRIENDSHIP/LOVE
Do you believe in love at first sight? : dunt think so...
Do you want children one day & if so, how? : of course... with sEx~!
Most important thing to you in a friendship is : ... no definition for this...

Other Info
Criminal record? : no.
Do you speak any other languages? : mandarin
Last book you read : love hina :x
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom? : band photo with pin in satan's face, love hina collection, guitars and handphone :D
Thing you dislike about yourself the most : physical looks (includes facial and body tone)
Worst feeling in the world : depression and embarrasement
Who you love : ++secret++
Who you miss : yangyang and ++secret++

You
Nickname(s) : kor, sexydexy, dexy, retxed, bitch (brendan)
Initials : dtg
How old do you look? : 13 or 14? 'round there...
How old do you act? : 4.
Glasses/Contacts : nope!
Braces? : nope!!!
Do you have any pets? : pet jack russell terrier, maxxi :D
You get embarrassed : OF COURSE!!~
What makes you happy? : being loved and appreciated. and getting wad i want.
What upsets you? : opposite of above...

Finish the sentence
I Love to... jam, slack and sms.
I Miss... the ppl i like/love...
I Wish... i can have things my way...
I Hope... i'm good enuff for you+
I'm Annoyed by... xu hau?
I Am... dexter
I Want to Be... a better dexter
I Would Never... be gay.
I'd Rather... be les.
I Am Tired of... constipation :x
I Will Always be... lame :D!!!!

Have you ever.
Thought you were going to die : yes.
Wanted to Run away : always
Flunked a grade : sumtimes
Skipped a grade : singapore cannot rite? but in music, got a few times...

= closing =
yap... tts it for now lahz... shit, i tried to blog before midnight... nevermind... i'll blog on saturday or sumthing :D oh wells, nitez all! and uh... happy days people!

= opening =
ok, a pretty short entry for todae :)
awww... it's so sad... i had an unsucessful appeal... :(
but...
WHO CARES?!?!?!

hahahahaxx!!!! i'm still in SC2b afterall! (Pure Phys + Pure Chem) !!
yay!!!!!!!!

why? read on :p

= streaming =
the school has come to a decision to remove the SC3b stream (my supposed stream), and put all students in that stream to SC2b, due to lack of SC3b students :D

tt means i'm in SC2b!!!! there wasnt a need to appeal anyway!! i'm automatically posted there! wee!
but, i'm on probation... if i cant do well in the first half of 2004, i'll be pushed to SC4b...
yepz :)

hopefully cristioan would be joining my class... i have terrence, mark lee, jason, yi heng and ivan as me classmates! hahax. so cool... got frenz there...

well, so it's:
2002 (sec 1) = 1-1
2003 (sec 2) = 2-1
2004 (sec 3) = 3-7

too bad not in same class as me best buddies, paul and yang... shit.
will visit y'all in 3-1!

= todae@band =
whoa. performance day for pri sch kidz!
i played "sock hop tonight" drumset... screwed it up alittle... bleahx.
but... whu cares... cant let that demoralize me!
then tt was for p2 to p3...
i also had to play dbass short solo for introduction of instruments... hahax. played pizzicato part for "tales of the sea' :) yepz.

2nd performance for pri 1 peeps :) hahax their so lame, yet so farnie :D
this time, cristian had to leave for his report book... which means, no 1st drumset player for "big fun in the sun"... and... i glady took tt part :D i always wanted to play it...

screwed it up a little... justa little...
then i rushed my timing in the drum solo... hahax... but still can lah... after the solo, i went blank... i couldnt here the band playing :x i played on my own beat XD oh no! hahax.......

big fun was fun!!!

= todae@home =
came home... and me neighbor invited me to play bball and the swim...
played a bball match and won XD yay!
hahax... lame.
then went to swim... tt was the time i realised my arm muscles are so weak and my stamina was horrible... in other words.... i forgot how to swim... >_< noooooooooo~~~
muz realli start working on becoming fit... haiz... i'm a weak shit.

= sign offzzzz~~ =
ok... my 'short' entry was pretty long afterall *sigh*
oh well, i'm dead beat already X_x
nitez all!

= opening =
bleah... stupid appealing... spoil my happiness... argh.
nvm... so expected anywayz...

smiles anywayz!!! :)

oh well, screw the bad stuff!
hahax... onli know i've fully realised tt my frenz around me are soooooooo darn funny! hahax...! thnx to paul and terrence, i've come to a realisation tt all my frenz are so lame, yet they are so funny!!!! AHHH!!!! i luv me frenz... :)
becuz of tt... i realli wish i got a mini digital cam tt i bring around everywhere i go, and take pictures of everything funny and everything tt happened and put it on some image server, for the world to see :D
and better still, a video cam XD !!!! X_x ahhhhh!!!

i snooped about in other ppls blog and i've realised how fun an online photo album can get!! i get to see EVERYTHING tt happens, even though i dunt freaking know who they are! hahax! i realli realli want a mini digital cam now... :p

= appeal =
sad case.
I'm posted to SC3b (combined physchem + pure bio for express) and i'm appealing for SC2B (pure phys + pure chem)...

Unsucessful.
shit. piss. cum. fuck. suck. motherfucking. ~~~so on.

tts fine by me... but the sad thing is... me good frenz are all away from meeeeeeee~~~~
noooooooooooo~~~~~
jason is in Sc2b... appealed sucessfully
yang and paul are in SC4b...
cristian is in Sc2b

and now... i'm left with... no close frenz... fuck u, appealing-thingy-thing-thing-thing-whatever-u-are-called. damn.
i guess i haveta live with it. shit.

= class photos =
class photo iz out~~~~~
ahhhh
i wanna get it...!
but i'm lazy to go all the way to bishan... :p
ack.

= sunday's church funfair =
sunday is usualli my boring day...
but cris invited me to his church for a funfair and a mass...
first time i attended mass XD
hahax! but christians are not suppose to be in mass?
dunno, dunt care! as long its sumthing good, i go!

i went there with cris, paul and myself... met andrew... sec 3 andrew... dunno wad surname... but ya.
went to mass together, then went out to the fair to eat eat eat!
bought so much food... satay... satay... hot dog... pepsi... longan... satay... sandwiches... and even more satay O_o...
wahhhhhh~ so full... was realli realli fun :)
hahax. too bad it's a catholic church... cant go there to worship...
must go christian church then can...

but Saint Francis Xavier Church was beautiful...
it was just plain wonderous and holy. i luv tt church :)

then... after that.... go home... and... slack :p

= todae's jamming =
todae?
quite eventful lah...

woke up early cuz anna wanna come early to research her project for ELDDS before she rushes off to cca in her sch (my house is near her sch :p)... yah, so she came real early... (luckily, i wake early all the time)... like... 7.25am? yah. whoa. she got realli distracted during the search and decided to visit blogs everywhere O_o ... hmmm... ok.
then she finish her search... still got time... play daidee... then i lost like 7 rounds out of 9... or sumthing. argh i suck at daidee... ok, then she leaves for school.

then i rot at home. as usual.

until i went to sch at 12.45 to arrange library scores for band... yepz
tt was so........ sianz. so many scores to sort out !!!! AHHH!!!
was with joachim, yansheng and jason... yepz.
well, we still had fun :) and we tortured and sexually harassed a poor cuddly little innocent white teddy bear in the band room .... MWUAHAHAHAHXHXHXHXAHAHAHAHXX~ :x

well well...

then we left for j8 to eat at macs... then i left for aljunied... to the great SWEE LEE!!!!!!!
yepz. when there to jam with 3rd Avenue, without cristian, cuz his parents dunt allow. yah.
it was pretty unproductive... no drummer...
i took the drums for tt day...
which means jib took guitars and shane took on bass.
which ALSO means... we cant play much... they dunt know howta play everything... it's just not their part...
ok, still had fun though :) heh.

then went to marina bay to paul's club (superbowl), to eat and play pool... tt superbowl's cafeteria doesnt sell sweetnsour chicken rice anymore~~~~~ noooooo~~~~~ *sob*
nevermind, got beef hor fun... hahax!
then play pool... was pretty fun... but shane wasnt with us though. hahax. onli me, paul and jib.

after play pool was abt... wad... 8+ alreadi... went to the super isolated bus stop to wait for the onli bus (400)... so long... me and paul decided to do push-ups........ on the road. whoa.
but it was realli 'ulu', totally no cars or anything. it was 100% safe...
then went home... as usual...

back to amk mrt... took 265... yah...
then paul was like super high on the bus.... yet he was realli tired. O_o
hmmm..
got a little secret outta him :x
musnt say... shhhh~~~~

then back home... it was 9.15 X_x
half-dead... but i made myself totally dead, by playing bball with neighbors!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~
tired.
freak.
totally
dead.
worn-out.
ok.
yah.
mm hmm.
tts all.
tts today!

ok... quite a long day for me...
yupz...

= sign off =
oh wells...
gotta sleep.....
*yawn* -_-~~~
nitez all.

dexter blogged @ 23:25

Saturday, November 08, 2003

i feel pretty happy now :)

= opening =
all of a sudden... i feel pretty happy...
not like the previous two blog entries... yup :)
happy happy happy :)

i'm learning to enjoy wad i have and forgot what i dunt...
and forget wad i dunt want.

i liek my smilies :)

suddenly, i like using my smilies... dunno why :p
i think its influenced...
i'm easy influenced...

ack. *cough*

= nice hair =
hmmm... i thot my hair sux...

actually it's pretty nice :)
from now on... my hair will remain this short!!!~

AMANI AMANI AMANI AMANI (or however u spell it ~~)

it fits me pretty well..
and i found a gel tt actually works on my hair! yay~

i love me hair... my frenz were rite, shorter hair suits me better than compared to my previous long fluffy, thick fat bush O_o... oh well

= blog =
yup... added some changes here and there :)
hahax... i re-aranged my blog list. yup.
since CHS sec 2-1 (2003) is gone (HIP HIP HURRAY!), i guess i'll put all my ex-classmate into "frenz"... i'll make a new sec3 bloglist next year :)

Hmmm... i'm sec 3 alreadi :)
weehee~

added the brand new 'want list'
hint* *hint* me bday is on 21st jan *hint* *hint*
hmmm... my bday is tt close !!!?!?!?~~ woo.

i luv my blog :)

= band =
band... still is boring... but it's getting better by days :D
yeah... came out with this jungle beat thing O_o
now the whole perc section is like playing tt beat (satan can just die). wee hee!
i'm proud :)
i'm so arrogant.

anywayz

got drumset part for sockhop!!! wee!!! so happy! need to practice! need to practice!!! caprice is realli a nice piece... but mr.nasir makes it boring... he keep stopping every 2 bars or lesss... ugh... sianz... OoOoo, i'm playing timpani for Caprice.
heh. i need more part... OooO, just remembered, i got the easy marimba part for Merry Widow :) ah.

wee hee :)
nasir is a hardcore motorist.

= music =
regarding 3rd Avenue Playlist...
hmmm... i realli wanna do adam's song and rock show...
cris doesnt mind dumping rockshow, but he realli wants adam's song...
yet jib (and shane) dunt wnna do them... bleah.
it's debate time !!!~~~

i know i hate pop and all but...
stacie orrico is realli good :D
>Stacie Orrico - More To Life
>Stacie Orrico - Stuck
:) her vocals are pure fantastic!! she's realli good vocalist (yes, paul, better than u.)
(wait, paul doiesnt have internet access, cant see that message. oh well)
speaking of stacie orrico... i still owe yanting a Stacie Orrico CD... hahax!

but still... BLINK 182 IS STILL DA BEST!!!
i cant believe i didnt like them a year ago...
>Blink 182 - Going Away To College
is pretty cool... heh. challenging guitar part... must use capo :) finally my 20buck capo comes into use :) yay! i must practice this!!! going away to college!
yep, paul (even though, u're not seeing this), i've learnt this song, so stop bugging me!
i like the guitar part :)
bouquet of closing words ; a simple melody

Nickelback's good too!
the vocalist's voice is DAAAAAAMNNNNN NICE!!!~~~
guitar parts also DAAAAMMNNNN COOOL!!!~~
>Nickelback - Someday
nice song... the mtv's quite nice too...
heh. i luv this guy's vocals
(still better than paul)

= phone =
argh. i exceeded my sms by 2000+ and used 300 (or was it 600?) minute of calls...
my dad's really disappointed...
damn.
:(
oh well.
i'll be restraining to the max for this month...
i have to cut down...
==
sorry yt, i realli wanna chat with u...
but i cant...
u know exactly y...
i'll be waiting for ur calls...
:)
==

= bye :) =
ok...!
i need to go now... gotta do some sit-ups...
need to cut some fats from abs :D

dexter blogged @ 21:47

Wednesday, November 05, 2003

stream allocation n haircut

= opening =
hmm... h0ls are getting better? perhaps... or maybe not...
things are getting alittle boring and stagnant here and there.
hopefully my hols would be interesting..... positively - i doubt it.
people here and there keeps on screwing up my day...

go school, see work (ack, academic sux)
go band, see satan (...)
go home estate, see neighbors (some irksome ones...)
go home, see dad (i've nuthing against him. juz tt he scolds me more often nowadays)
go toilet, see myself (i hate myself sometimes... correction, most of the time)

how bad can it get? hmmm... looks like there's nowhere safe for me... i guess i'll live life like this.

= streaming =
argh. freak. got streamed into SC3b... aka Combined Phy/Chem with Pure Bio. Took Pure music and Elect. Lit for humanes... i'm trying to appeal to get into SC2b... but chances are realli low... i'll try anywayz.

this onli goes to show how much academic studies suck.

= haircut =
just got a haircut todae... as usual, i'm not happy with it... hopefully when it grows, it'll look better. it's so short, i'm almost bald. but hey, it'll grow :)
now with this shit haircut, my ears seems extra huge and my mysterious freaking dark patch is so obvious. ack, can't be bothered. whu ask me born liddat. this sucks.

= 3rd ave =
oh no! Adam's Song and Rock Show are gonna be removed from our band playlist... time to debate with shane and jib...~ 3rd ave is facing so much playlist shit now. fuck.

= band =
why why why.
band's is getting more and more boring... why.
what the fuck man, its like sec 1 and most of sec 2 i enjoyed it so much and now all of a sudden... all the fun is gone and band has sort of became a burden... is it coz i'm too good already (i fucking doubt it) ? or is it becoz the pieces are boring (perhaps?) or could it be tt in double bass would have more fun than percussion (sincerely hope tt both are eqully fun). screw it.

screw it.

screw it.

screw my left hand.

shit. now i realise how i FUCKING SUCK at percussion~~
I SUCK AT THIS SHIT.

Mallets: I'm such a slow learner, even 46 yr old snails can learn faster than me.
Timpani: I can't fucking roll on the timpani. my stroking sucks. all thnx to my left hand. argh!
Snare: my stroking sucks. all i can do is alternating single stroke and accents are horribly coordinated.
Bass Drum: eh, i can't play it for nuts! the muting tone sucks and i freaking hell have NO SENSE OF DYNAMIC.

my left hand sucks. i cant do fast stroking without moving my elbow. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck

ok

fuck.

= sign off =
ya. fuck.

dexter blogged @ 22:29